Done Chasing You

"Hi zan, I made this for you" I said to the man in front of me. His friends and my brother are with him.

"Tsk," He said and took the cake I baked.

I smiled because this was the first time he took it when I gave it to him.

But my smile immediately disappeared when he threw it away.

I heard a lot of laughter and whispers saying that I'm poor if there are too many cheeses.

I want to cry but I don't want to look weak in front of them

"W-what did you throw away?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"Can you please stop chasing me, cyn? How many times do I have to tell you that I can't love you back! i don't love nor like you, cyn. i love someone else and that's crystal" my sister...

"W-why is he, z-zan? b-why is he still my brother?" I asked while trying to hold my tears.

"Easy because she's different from you, cyn. she's everyone's ideal girl, she caught my attention. I love her more than my life. and you? Your an attention seeker, a slut, bitch, I can't love you back because I don't love you" He said.

Why? Why is pain pain?

After all, who am I? I was touched by beauty. Because if you compare me to my sister, I lose, she's beautiful, she has everything that I never had.