One Bad Boy Isn't Good Enough

I heaved a sigh of relief as soon as he left, it was like I let out the air I didn't realize I was holding until he turn to look at my red face. Since I didn't want him to know I had been awake, I closed my eyes immediately.

"I know you are Awake," Xavier said "Your red chins can tell more than they should" he went silent for a while then sigh aloud "About what happened earlier, it was a mistake and I am sorry"

WHAT!!!

My heart stopped beating for a few seconds before resuming. I refuse to believe what I just heard until my lame brain began to play it again

'About what happened earlier, it was a mistake and I am sorry

Did he just classify my first kiss as a mistake?