The stepfather's lover

I'm not laughing anymore, these aren't children's games... your belt makes a sound as it unbuckles and I don't know how to accept it, can we say it's part of an innocent game between father and daughter or this stopped being a game a long time ago, because looking at the clock it's 3 in the morning again, but for some reason your call keeps coming in my voicemail, I don't want to answer it, but it's necessary to do it, I suppose this is okay, and I think I know you well, because of that, I can decipher you and I want to get out of this hidden hole, but like many times before, you tell me again that it will be the last time, that you feel alone, but all this is upside down, because for a while everything is fine, but you have a great disorder in your mind and that's why I don't want to believe you...