Chapter 2 DIVING INTO THE BOOK

Laura's point of view -Yes, my friend, everything is fine between us, it was just a little discussion we had because he wanted the book to be dedicated to our relationship, but I didn't like that because our relationship has become something very monotonous for many months, in fact sometimes I'm sure he has someone else but we've been together for ten years and it really destroys me I really want everything to return to the same but I know that won't happen he's digging with us- I told Daniela while he tried to open my laptop and start working on my book -friend, realize he doesn't really love you, it's been a long time since you finished, you should look to new horizons, in fact now you work in one of the best companies in Italy, the largest and the most powerful, therefore you should conquer one of the executives you are the most beautiful woman I know and you deserve to smile again Luciano's lout hasn't made you happy for a long time that's why you should look at other men friend you really deserve it I really want to see you married now you have a very big load since you started with Luciano you have that raising a child that is not yours Laura that is not fair with you or with any woman you should send Luciano to hell and get you a man who really loved you friend- Daniela told me reproaching me for the fact that I was raising Luciano's son with another woman and in fact he was right to scold me because I had allowed him to cheat once he was waiting at this moment the only one to blame was me to forgive his mistakes -Friend, you're right, I'm the only one to blame for everything that's happening because of his mistakes, but you can't deny that my son is the most handsome boy in the world, in fact, I don't regret anything, the only thing I regret is not being able to leave him because of the damn habit of being by his side and the constant fear that he will take my little boy away from me you know how much I love my son you know that since he was born my world has changed abysmally now I'm leaving you my friend he's already turned on the laptop and I'll start writing I must advance something from the book before going to work- I told her trying to escape from my friend's scolding I knew that Daniela was very right that's why I decided to try to escape from her scolding I didn't want to hear more as she was right -We'll have to talk about this over a drink, don't think you've escaped Laura, I'll leave you to work on it, you know I'm dying to read your work, you were always the best in class, so I won't hesitate to publish your manuscript- Daniela told me while we hung up that call we held I know that my friend was absolutely right and that the idiot Luciano had a lot to do with everything that was happening in our lives, but it really hurt me to have to leave him and I was afraid that he would take my little son away from me. I had already gotten used to it. too much to him and if they took him away from me I would die of sadness I knew that Luciano used to be too cruel and he wouldn't care if it was for his benefit but in reality I didn't love him in the same way at this moment I felt that we had been carried away by monotony I looked at my little Itan I decided to start working on my book I was immersing myself in my book when endless memories came back to me so I decided to channel my mind I meditated for five minutes and began to write the words they began to come out on their own I didn't need help after a tea I would normally have a tea to be able to work on my book I did not know how to end my relationship with Luciano but I was more concerned about my father's debts I felt that this was so that I could write faster and better the chapters flowed like water in a river in fact there were times when I felt a little exhausted but I couldn't stop seriously I was passionate about writing in fact I made the most of every minute I took advantage of my son sleeping to work like crazy on my book what my friend had said that in reality I was the best in the class was not a lie because whenever there were writing contests I signed up and the vast majority had managed to win them in fact I was so passionate about writing that I expected as soon as I paid the my father's debt dedicate this to me alone I don't know when the time actually passed but when the first alarm went off it was the alarm with which I usually got up to start writing so that I wouldn't be late to go I turned it off to work I got up I gave my little one a bottle I stretched a little to rest and sat down again in my chair to continue working the phone actually rang when I saw who it was I had written my body went to what I had spoken to Daniela a few moments ago was a message from Luciano the man wanted me to go out it was two in the morning he was crazy if he thought he would go out at that moment just to please him and see his face in fact we hadn't seen each other for about two weeks since he always had an excuse not to coming to see each other we had been together for almost a decade actually I think that was what fractured our love "Honey, we need to talk," Luciano told me as soon as I picked up the phone. -I'm working on the book right now we can't talk later I really want and need to work- I answered After a while of his insisting I decided to go downstairs to see what he wanted, he brought some details to me and our son, he decided to go into our room, the room he shared with my little Itan, and I began to write in my book as if nothing left me immersing myself in the book