Chapter 2 Dirty Blood!

“Declan? Are you angry at me? I feel you’re just angry at me. I’m sorry if I did anything wrong” Priscilla asked.

She looked at his emerald eyes and bit her lower lip because of the look he gave her. She didn’t know but her heart was aching, he’s acting cold all of a sudden. She knew what kind of man he was. He just acted lovely and caring for a while and then in the next second, he was just cold and angry.

“I’m not angry, Priscilla.” he sighed.

Even if he said he was not angry, she knew that he was angry at her. Clutching her dress tightly, she walked towards him and raised her hands to fix the collar of his shirt but he heartlessly slapped her hands away making her heart shattered into pieces. Her eyes turned moist and she slowly took a few steps back from him.

Lowering her head, she bit her lower lip forcing her tears back. She loved him so much but he always acted cold and hurt her. Her heart was aching, every time he was awakened by nightmares, he just hurt her. She sometimes wondered if she had ever done something wrong to him and his nightmares were caused by her but she knew that she hadn’t done anything wrong to him.

“I’m leaving!”

She raised her head and looked at him as he said that he was looking at her emotionlessly. There was no hint of love or affection in his eyes but yet she didn’t want him to leave. She wiped her tears and walked towards him again with a smile on her face.

“It’s still five in the morning, wait for the breakfast and leave. Dad said he needs to talk with you about something”

She said looking at his sharp eyes, she didn’t know what’s in his mind but the look he had made her somewhat scared of him. He looked serious, and dangerous. Then he nodded at her and walked towards her. Her heartbeat increased as he walked towards and stopped a few inches away from her.

Looking up at him, she smiled brightly. He watched her for a while and smiled, making her heartbeat go wild. Her heart was pounding against her chest. Raising his arm, he slowly caressed her face and kissed her forehead.

“What does he want to talk about with me?” he asked her gently.

“Nah… I don’t know. I think as always, it’s about business” placing her hands on his chest, she answered with a smile.

They always talked about their business and she had no idea about those businesses. Her father always said that Declan will have to take care of his every business when she got married with him because she was the only child of their family. She wasn’t interested in her father’s business and things, she wanted to be an astronomy teacher.

“Hmm” he hummed and played with a strand of her hair. Then he stared into her eyes and lowered his head as he pressed his lips against hers.

She didn’t kiss him back soon, she waited for a while. She sighed with the thought of his attitudes having turned back to normal. Then she gladly wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back. He kissed her passionately and bit her lower lip as he pushed his tongue inside of her, she moaned as his tongue fought for dominance inside of her mouth. Their kiss soon turned to a wet and sloppy kiss, she felt she was getting wet.

“Vixen!” he whispered with a smirk on his face. Breaking the kiss, he pushed her against the nearest wall and then turned her face against the wall as he lifted up her nightgown.

Soon she heard him unzipping his pants, biting her lips, she waited for him to put himself inside of her. Not long after as she expected, she felt him rubbing his hardness against her entrance and then he thrusted into her.

“A-Ahhhh…” she couldn’t help but moan, feeling his thick and hard groin slamming her walls. He was ramming inside of her, supporting herself with her hands placed against the wall, she moaned because of his speed.

His one hand was hugging her breasts while his other hand was gripping her waist. She was pressed between his body and the wall. Then he groaned and pulled himself out as he cummed outside because he was not wearing condoms. Priscilla’s heart tightened with his action.

She slowly turned to face him and looked at his satisfied face and clenched her fists wanting to ask something that she always wanted to ask. Her mind was begging her to know the answer from him and after waiting for one year, she finally managed to ask it from him.

“You don’t want children? You don’t want me to get pregnant with your child Declan?” she asked.

Then his eyes swiftly moved to her, he stared at her with a strange gaze. She didn’t miss the way his jaws clenched along with his muscles. Her heart froze, did she anger him? She asked herself. She didn’t know what to do but looking at him, she knew that he was dangerously angry.

“Pregnant with my child? Fucking you is already disgusts me, so how am I supposed to let a woman with dirty blood give birth to my child?”

His words were daggers that aimed her heart brutally, she couldn’t believe what he said. Tears suppressed her eyes without an effort. She shook her head with disbelief and stared at him not knowing how to react to his heartless words. How can he say something like that? She helplessly took a step closer to him and clutched his shirt with trembling hands.

“What?.. You’re kidding me… we are going to get married.. Why are you saying these kinds of hurtful things to me?”

“Why are you hurting me Declan? I don’t deserve this hurt” she muttered. Her voice was brittle.

He said nothing but stared at her, she removed her hands from his shirt and wiped her tears. Then she slowly took a few steps back from him. Looking at his emerald eyes, she smiled at him painfully.

“Let’s call off the engagement Declan. I really want to be a mother. As a woman, I was born to give birth to lives. If you don’t want me, let’s just stop everything here! I don’t want to get hurt by you for nothing”

She said betraying her own heart, she didn’t want to call off the engagement. She loved him so much and she was craving to be his wife and stand next to him as his official woman but he kept hurting her for nothing as if she was something without feelings and desires. She didn’t want to get hurt, she was enduring the things he did all along. She never told anything to anyone, even to her mother.

If she had told her father that Declan hurt her, her father would do something to Declan that no one would expect, but she didn’t want to because she loved him too much. So she tolerated every heartbreak and every pain he caused her all alone. But hearing his words, she couldn’t tolerate the pain anymore.

“I will tell dad to stop planning everything. I will take the blame, I will tell him that I was seeing someone behind you so we broke up.”

“I feel like this is what you really want Declan, I feel you don’t want to marry me for real. I’m sorry if I ever did something to hurt you without even knowing. I’m really sorry but don’t hurt me like this. Please.. You know that how much I love you Declan”

“I can feel things. I’m not a kid. I can feel that you have something on your mind that you don’t want others to know and you get angry at me because of it. I’m just so sorry Declan, I don’t know anything.”

She sobbed miserably as she said those things, she was honest! She felt everything, she sometimes felt that he doesn’t love her at all. Sometimes his attitudes and his words showed her how heartless he was. But yet she ignored everything and loved him without thinking about anything.

She stopped crying and wiped her tears, then looked at his emotionless eyes and walked away as she entered the washroom and closed the door behind her not forgetting to lock it. She doesn't want to see him for a while, if he agrees, she’s going to tell her father about their engagement.

Walking towards the mirror, she looked at herself through the mirror. Staring at her pathetic profile for a while, she slowly moved her eyes towards her collarbone. There was a red bite mark on it, covering it with her palm she sighed. She really doesn’t have an idea why he’s acting like that.