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Chapter 1

Five years. Five years of silence, of living a lie in the frozen mud and gray skies of Eastern Europe. My name was Gabrielle Johns, but for half a decade, I had been someone else. A ghost. A highly decorated, deep-cover CIA operative.

Now, it was over. My mission was complete, and I was on a sterile government jet, soaring over the Atlantic, heading home to suburban Virginia. Home to my husband, Matthew, and our daughter, Molly, who was only three when I left. She would be eight now.

My handler, Andrew Blakely, had given me a burner phone before I boarded. "For emergencies," he' d said, his eyes, usually hard as granite, showing a rare flicker of warmth. He knew what this meant to me. He was the only one who did.

To maintain my cover, I had been completely cut off. No calls, no letters, no contact. My family believed I was on an extended, high-risk consulting gig for an international corporation. A lie Matthew' s domineering mother, Rosalynn, had always scoffed at. She never thought I was good enough for her son, a high-powered corporate lawyer from a wealthy family.

My own mother, Annabel, a brilliant history professor, had suffered a debilitating stroke two years ago. I only learned about it through a heavily redacted report. She was wheelchair-bound, her speech limited. The thought of her, so vibrant and sharp, now trapped in her own body, was a constant, dull ache in my chest.

With trembling hands, I accessed the encrypted feed to the home security cameras I had installed years ago. A failsafe. A secret I never told anyone, not even Matthew. I just wanted to see them. To see the life I was returning to.

The feed flickered to life, showing the gleaming, expensive kitchen of our home. My heart hammered against my ribs.

Then I saw her. A woman I didn't recognize, with a superficially charming smile that didn't reach her cruel eyes. She was holding a bowl. In a wheelchair, my mother, Annabel, her face pale and thin, shook her head, her limited movements a clear refusal.

The woman' s smile vanished. She slapped my mother across the face. The sound was a sickening crack, even through the tiny phone speaker. She then forced a spoonful of what looked like spoiled, gray mush into my mother' s mouth.

My breath hitched. My blood ran cold.

Then the camera angle shifted. My daughter, Molly. My little girl. She was on her hands and knees on the pristine marble floor. The woman, Jennifer, stood over her, a plate in her hand.

"I told you not to spill it," Jennifer' s voice was sickly sweet. "Now lick it up. Lick it all up, you little brat."

Molly, so small and fragile, began to cry, her small body shaking. She looked up, her eyes pleading.

Jennifer kicked the back of her knee. "Lick it."

I watched, frozen in horror, as my eight-year-old daughter was forced to lick spilled food off the floor of our home.

A rage, cold and absolute, washed over me. It was a feeling I knew well, a familiar companion from my years in the field. But this was different. This wasn't professional. This was primal.

My hand tightened around the burner phone until the plastic groaned and cracked. The screen shattered. I didn' t even feel it.

I was going home. And I was going to handle this family matter personally.