Chapter 2 PLUS SIZE HATED BUT DESIRED

SHE SEEMED TO HAVE SEEN A GHOST, SHE SCREAMED, THROWING SPITS INTO THE CHILD'S FACE AND THE NURSE SAYING THEY HAD CHANGED HIS BABY. CLAIMING THAT THE CHILD WAS TOO BLACK AND TOO FAT, LITTLE SUELLEN, HER FATHER'S NAME, WAS BORN WITH FIVE KG AND TWO HUNDRED GRAMS, A VERY FAT BABY. THE PHYSICIANS WERE AWESOME WHEN THEY WEIGHED THE CHILD, THE NURSE SAID THAT SUELLEN WAS BORN HEALTHY, BUT THE MOTHER INSISTED ON SAYING THAT THE CHILD COULD NOT HAVE LEFT HER INSIDE, THAT THEY HAD CHANGED INTO MARTENITY. PEOPLE AS FAT, AND VERY BLACK, I AM BROWN, MY HUSBAND IS WHITE, MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER IS BROWN, AND EVERYONE THIN, THE BABY DID NOT LISTEN TO THE MADNESS OF THE MOTHER, SHE GIGGED ONE OF THE TITS, AND BREASTFEED FROM BUPPING. AS THIS THING CAME OUT OF INSIDE ME, SO BLACK AND SO FAT, IT BREAK IN ME INSIDE AND OUT, THE NURSE AND THE DELIVERY DOCTOR SHAKED THEIR HEAD IN INDIGNATION. SEEING THAT THE FATHER, SAID NOTHING IN DEFENSE, OF THE FIRST DAUGHTER, THEY DISMISSED THE SAME DAY, SO NOT TO SEE THE FACE OF A MOTHER SO INHUMANE AND CRUEL. LITTLE SUELLEN WAS BORN A BLACK AND FAT CHILD, BUT WITH AN ANGELICAL FACE AND BROAD EYES LOOKING AT THE WORLD.