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Chapter 1
The air in the gallery was stuffy, a mix of expensive perfume and the dry smell of old canvas. People murmured around me, their voices a low buzz against the classical music playing softly from hidden speakers. I held a glass of champagne I hadn't touched, the bubbles slowly dying. My gaze kept drifting across the crowded room to him.
Liam O'Connell. He stood with a group of investors, his back straight and confident in a tailored dark suit. He was talking about his latest real estate project, something about sustainable urban development. Even from a distance, I could see the passion in his gestures, the way his eyes lit up when he spoke about his work. He was always like this, completely absorbed, a celebrated architect turned developer who built worlds from steel and glass.
He was also my deceased brother's best friend. And for the last eight years, since Jake died, he'd been the man I secretly loved.
He turned slightly, and his eyes met mine for a brief second. There was no spark, no hidden message. Just a polite, familiar nod. The kind a man gives his best friend's little sister. A heavy feeling settled in my stomach. It was always like this. He saw me as Chloe Davis, the talented fashion designer, a rising star. But more than that, he saw me as Jake's sister, a responsibility he'd shouldered since the accident.
I forced a smile and nodded back, then turned away before he could see the hurt on my face. Tonight was my big night, a retrospective of my work was being featured, but all I could feel was the same old ache.
Later, I found a moment of quiet on the balcony overlooking the city lights. I leaned against the cold railing, finally taking a sip of the flat champagne. The door slid open behind me.
"There you are," Liam's deep voice said. "I was looking for you."
My heart did a stupid little jump. I kept my back to him. "Just getting some air. It's crowded in there."
He came to stand beside me, not too close, always keeping that careful distance. "Your collection is incredible, Chloe. Everyone is talking about it. Jake would have been so proud."
There it was. Jake. He always brought up my brother, a constant reminder of the space between us, the role he felt he had to play. It was a wall I could never seem to climb.
"Thank you, Liam," I said, my voice tight. This was my chance. I had to try, one last time. I turned to face him, my eyes searching his for something, anything. "It means a lot coming from you."
He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. They were kind, but distant. "Of course. I'm always proud of you. You're like a sister to me."
The words hit me harder than a physical blow. A sister. After all these years, after every hopeful glance and lingering touch I had imagined, that's all I was. The hope that had flickered inside me for eight long years finally went out. My chest felt hollow.
I gave him a bright, brittle smile. "That's sweet, Liam. Actually, I have some news of my own."
"Oh?" He looked genuinely curious.
"Ethan asked me to marry him," I said, the words feeling strange on my tongue. Ethan Miller, a kind, supportive man I'd been dating for six months. A safe harbor. "I said yes."
I watched Liam' s face for a reaction. A flicker of jealousy? Regret? There was nothing. His expression softened into one of warm approval. He placed a hand on my shoulder, a brotherly gesture that made my skin crawl.
"Chloe, that's wonderful news," he said, his voice full of sincere happiness for me. "Ethan's a good man. You deserve to be happy. You have my blessing."
My blessing. The words echoed in the empty space inside me. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. Instead, I just nodded, the smile frozen on my face. This was it. The end of my foolish dream. I had to let him go. I had to say goodbye to the boy who I had loved for so long.
"Thank you, Liam," I managed to say. "I'm glad you're happy for me." I pulled away from his touch and walked back into the crowded gallery, leaving him alone on the balcony with the city lights. My heart felt like a block of ice. I had made my decision. I was going to marry Ethan. I was going to move on.
Two months passed in a blur of wedding planning and fabric swatches. I threw myself into my work, designing one last collection before I stepped away from the fashion world for good. It was part of the deal, part of my new life. A stable, quiet life with Ethan.
Then came the press conference. I stood at a podium, microphones clustered in front of me, the flash of cameras blinding. I announced my retirement.
"I've decided to step back from my brand to focus on my personal life," I said, my voice steady. "I'm getting married, and I want to devote my time to my new family."
The news sent a shockwave through the fashion industry. Chloe Davis, at the peak of her career, was quitting. The story was everywhere.
Liam was in a board meeting when he saw the news alert on his phone. He read the headline, then read it again. Chloe Davis Retires to Marry Fiancé Ethan Miller. The words didn't make sense. Chloe lived for her work. It was her passion, her escape. Why would she give it all up? A cold dread, sharp and unfamiliar, washed over him. He remembered her face on the balcony, the bright, forced smile. He remembered giving her his blessing. And for the first time, he felt a crushing weight of regret. He realized he hadn't been protecting her. He had been a fool.
The memory of Jake was a constant presence in his life, a silent promise he made to his best friend to always look out for his little sister. He had watched Chloe grow up, from a girl with scraped knees to a brilliant woman who commanded rooms. He kept his distance because he thought it was the right thing to do, the honorable thing. He was the guardian, the older brother figure. Anything more felt like a betrayal of Jake's memory.
But now, the thought of her belonging to another man, of her giving up her dreams for him, felt like a knife twisting in his gut. He had pushed her away, right into the arms of someone else.
That evening, he went to the bar they used to frequent with Jake. The place was the same, sticky floors and the smell of stale beer. He sat in their old booth, a picture of him and Jake on the wall beside him, both of them grinning, arms slung around each other's shoulders.
He had promised Jake he'd look after her. He remembered one night, not long before the accident, Jake had punched him lightly on the arm. "If anything ever happens to me, Liam, you watch out for Chloe. Don't let any jerks break her heart."
Liam had laughed and promised. He never imagined he would be the one to do it.
Just as he was about to order another whiskey, Olivia Reed slid into the booth across from him. She was a former colleague, a sharp and ambitious woman who had made it clear she was interested in him. She was the kind of woman society would say was a perfect match for him.
"Liam, fancy seeing you here," she said, her smile bright. "Brooding alone?"
"Just thinking," he mumbled.
"I saw the news about Chloe Davis," Olivia said, her tone casual but her eyes sharp. "Surprising, isn't it? Giving up a career like that for a man. I guess some women are just built that way."
Her words were like sandpaper on his raw nerves. "She's not 'some woman'," he said, his voice colder than he intended.
Olivia raised an eyebrow. "Of course not. She's practically your sister, right? I'm sure you're thrilled for her."
Thrilled. The word mocked him. He looked past her, at the city lights blurring through the window, and all he could see was Chloe's face, her eyes searching his for something he had been too blind and too scared to give her. He had failed his promise to Jake. More than that, he had failed himself. And he knew, with a certainty that terrified him, that he had to get her back.
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