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Chapter 1

The first thing I felt was pain, a deep, burning fire that seemed to eat my face from the inside out. The second thing was the muffled sound of voices outside my hospital room door, low and urgent. My eyes were bandaged shut, but I knew the scent of antiseptic, the sterile quiet of a private ward.

This was Noah' s doing, of course. He had spared no expense. My Noah, the brilliant tech mogul, my fiancé. The man who was supposed to be my husband in one week. He had promised me the world, and for a while, I believed I was living in it. We were the perfect couple, the artist and the innovator, splashed across magazines and blogs.

A week ago, I was leaving my studio when a woman I didn' t recognize, her face twisted with a disturbing kind of adoration for Noah, threw a cup of acid at me. The police called her a jealous fan. My world dissolved into agony and darkness.

Now, lying in this expensive bed, the voices outside my door became clearer. One was Liam, Noah' s manager. The other was Noah. My Noah. My heart, a stupid, hopeful thing, beat a little faster. He was here. He was checking on me.

"The press is eating up the 'devoted fiancé' angle," Liam said, his voice a low murmur. "But the wedding is next week, Noah. What are we going to do? You can' t marry her like this."

A cold silence followed. I held my breath, straining to hear. The burning on my face felt distant, replaced by a freezing dread that started in my stomach and spread through my veins.

"I' m not going to marry her," Noah' s voice was flat, devoid of the warmth I knew so well. It was the voice he used in boardrooms, the one that cut deals and crushed competitors. I had never heard it directed at me, or at the idea of me.

"What? What do you mean?" Liam sounded shocked. "You can' t just call it off. The sympathy is all on your side right now. The public thinks you' re a saint for sticking by her."

"I don' t intend to call it off," Noah said, and I could almost picture him, standing tall and confident, his hand probably smoothing down his perfect suit. "I intend to control it. The attack was a bit… more severe than I anticipated, but the outcome is the same."

My breathing stopped. The words didn' t make sense. More severe than I anticipated. The phrase echoed in the silent, dark space of my mind.

"Anticipated?" Liam' s voice was a choked whisper. "Noah, what the hell are you talking about? You didn' t…"

"Of course I did," Noah snapped, impatient. "That crazy fan? I' ve had her on a private payroll for months, feeding her obsession. She was easy to manipulate. I just needed something to take Ava out of the public eye permanently. Something that would make her so broken, so grateful for my care, that she' d agree to anything."

The world tilted. The sterile room, the soft blanket, the IV drip in my arm-it all felt like a coffin he was building around me. The acid wasn't an accident. It was a plan. His plan.

Liam was sputtering. "You wanted her disfigured? Why? For God' s sake, Noah, why?"

"Because it' s the only way," Noah explained, his tone chillingly rational. "She' ll be dependent on me. She' ll live a quiet life, hidden away, my tragic, reclusive artist. The public will admire my loyalty. And I will be free to finally be with Chloe, to bring Ethan into the light as he deserves. We' ll get married. It will be a story of finding love after tragedy."

Chloe. His long-term secret lover, the one I' d always been told was just a "family friend." And Ethan. A child. He had a child with her. Every loving word he had ever spoken to me turned to ash in my memory. Every tender touch felt like a lie. Our entire relationship, a carefully constructed stage for his real life.

He wasn't just leaving me. He had orchestrated my ruin. He had paid someone to destroy my face, my identity, my future, so he could look like a hero while he discarded me. He wanted me to be his prisoner, a monument to his public compassion.

Tears mixed with the fluid seeping from my wounds, stinging horribly beneath the bandages. But the physical pain was nothing. It was a dull ache compared to the sharp, absolute shatter of my heart, my soul. The naive, loving artist named Ava died in that moment.

I lay perfectly still, forcing my breathing to remain even. I didn' t make a sound. Let them think I was sedated. Let them think their secret was safe.

A new feeling began to bloom in the wreckage of my heart. It was cold and hard and clear. It wasn' t just pain. It was rage. A pure, clean rage that burned away the tears.

He wanted to bury me. He wanted to turn me into a tragic secret.

He didn't know. He had just created a monster. And I would spend the rest of my life making him regret it.

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Chapter list

22 chapters total

  1. Chapter 1Introduction
  2. Chapter 2Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 3Chapter 2

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