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Chapter 1

Eight years had passed.

The city noise of New York was a constant hum, a backdrop to a life Ava Miller no longer recognized as her own. She stood on a street corner in a quiet neighborhood, wearing a bright yellow safety vest. The vest was too big for her small frame. Her job today was simple: direct traffic around a minor construction site.

This was her life now. A community volunteer. Anonymous. Quiet.

A world away from the sharp, ambitious investigative journalist she used to be. The woman who brought down a titan.

A sleek, black self-driving car, a model not even on the market yet, purred to a stop directly in front of her, ignoring her hand signals. The window slid down with a faint hiss.

The face that looked out at her stole the air from her lungs. It was a face she saw in fractured nightmares, a face that belonged to a past she fought every day to hold onto.

Marcus Thorne.

He looked different. Harder. The boyish charm she remembered was gone, replaced by cold, sharp edges carved by eight years in prison. But the intensity in his dark eyes was the same. It pinned her in place.

"Ava Miller," he said, his voice a low, chilling sound that cut through the traffic noise. "Look at you. Saving the world, one orange cone at a time."

Before she could form a word, the passenger-side window also lowered.

"Ava? Is that really you?"

The voice was sickly sweet, a familiar poison. Chloe Davis, her former best friend, leaned across the plush leather seats. She wore a diamond necklace that glittered in the afternoon sun. She looked at Ava' s vest, then at her worn-out sneakers, a small, triumphant smile playing on her lips.

"Marcus, darling, don' t be mean," Chloe said, but her eyes were anything but kind. She turned back to Ava. "He just got out. We' re celebrating. You remember Marcus, don' t you, Ava?"

Ava' s head throbbed. The names, the faces, they were solid one moment and sand the next, slipping through the cracks in her memory. She knew them. She knew the deep, aching pain they caused. But the details were blurry, like an old photograph left in the sun.

"I don' t know who you' re talking about," Ava said. Her voice was flat, empty. It was a lie, a defense she used when the confusion became too much.

Chloe laughed, a high, sharp sound. "Still pretending? Some things never change. You always were a good liar. It' s how you put the man you supposedly loved in prison, wasn' t it?"

The words hit her, but the meaning was jumbled. Loved? Prison? The concepts felt heavy, disconnected from her.

Marcus' s gaze didn' t waver. It was cold, filled with a hatred so pure it was almost a physical force. "I heard you were having some trouble. That brilliant mind of yours isn' t so brilliant anymore, is it?"

He knew. The thought crashed through her confusion with terrifying clarity. He knew about her illness.

"I heard you can' t even remember what you ate for breakfast, let alone what you did eight years ago," he continued, his voice dripping with contempt. "So let me remind you. You destroyed my life. And now, I' m going to marry your best friend."

He said it so casually, a simple statement of fact. He reached over and took Chloe' s hand, lifting it to his lips. The massive diamond on her finger flashed, a cruel star.

The self-driving car, as if on cue, began to glide forward, melting back into the flow of traffic. It left Ava standing on the corner, the yellow vest feeling like a lead weight. The world tilted, the sounds of the city fading into a dull roar in her ears. His words echoed, fracturing her already fragile hold on reality.

Later that evening, in her small, cluttered apartment, the encounter played over and over in her mind. The headache was worse now, a sharp, piercing pain behind her eyes. She stumbled while trying to put away a box of old community newsletters, knocking it off a shelf.

It fell to the floor, spilling its contents. Among the papers was a book she didn' t recognize. It was a simple, leather-bound journal. Her hands trembled as she picked it up.

She opened it to a random page. The handwriting was hers, but it was fluid and confident, a stark contrast to the shaky script she managed now.

"October 12th. Marcus took me to the Brooklyn Bridge tonight. He said one day his name would be as famous as the bridge itself. I told him it already was, at least to me. He laughed and kissed me, and for a second, I felt like we were the only two people in the entire city. The air was so cold, but I didn' t feel it at all. He kept me warm."

She sank to the floor, the journal clutched in her hands. Page after page was filled with him. With a life she couldn' t remember living. Picnics in the park, late-night talks, arguments over stupid things, dreams they shared. It was a detailed account of a deep, passionate love.

And then, the entries became more frantic.

"I have to do this. I have to protect him. His grandfather… he' s a monster. He' ll use Marcus, destroy him to get what he wants. Marcus will hate me. He' ll never understand. But it' s the only way. I have to save him, even if it means losing him."

Tears blurred the words. She flipped to the last written page.

"My head hurts. I keep forgetting things. Small things, at first. Now… bigger things. I' m scared I' m going to forget him. I need to remember. I love him. Please, God, don' t let me forget I love him."

A profound, soul-crushing sadness washed over her. The happiness described in these pages felt like a dream, and the price for it was the nightmare she was living. Every forgotten memory was a piece of herself, lost forever.

A sharp knock on the door made her jump. Her heart hammered against her ribs. She wasn' t expecting anyone.

She looked through the peephole, and her blood ran cold.

It was Marcus Thorne. He stood in the dimly lit hallway, his face a mask of cold fury, his eyes fixed on her door as if he could see right through it.

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Chapter list

32 chapters total

  1. Chapter 1Introduction
  2. Chapter 2Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 3Chapter 2

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