Chapter 3 Without Consent

How could she expose the man she had respected and trusted all this time. Yet it was as if that value had all disappeared so suddenly.       Anna was aware of the gossip and the scandal this would create so she chose to remain silent on this matter to not destroy Lisa’s heart for one, and also for the sake of his children.        Anna was afraid, and after her past experiences she was now in a state of reliving a tragedy she thought would easily be erased at this moment, but it was far from reality. Broken and feeling lost, she sat there staring out the side window as he had his way with her.       Joel finished and pulled himself out of her quickly, wasting his seed on her lower abdomen and some accidentally inside of her. She sat there flabbergasted and feeling disgusted. She could feel the semen at the entrance of her and  concern overwhelmed her tremendously. In no way was she ready to have another child and certainly not with CEO of her Job who was the husband of her good friend Lisa.        Every time something bad happened to Anna, she always had a tendency to put the blame on herself even when she was far from being the culprit. She was very hard on herself and always relived and examined the things she could have done to change the course.         Anna had no idea what to do or what else to say on this matter. She felt weak, debased and was still in pain from all of the thrusting. She felt very stupid for trusting Joel and believing that he was a just man and would never do such a thing to harm her physically or emotionally and especially without consent.                She always saw him as a father figure and liked him as a person but never had she thought of things going in such a direction and taking such a turn. Never had she thought such a thing could ever happen.         Anna was extremely naive, ever since she was a child. She was very trusting of people that seemed to care about her yet not realizing that many times, people have had ulterior motives for their kindness.          Joel pulled up his pants , positioned back in the driver seat, took a long drink of his water  and while sighing a long sigh of relief he put the gear into drive.