Chapter 3 He shattered me

Chapter 2

Adriana's pov

I can't eat, or sleep. All I do is cry. My parents don't even know how to deal with me. Since graduation was coming up, they were forcing me to go back to school. I wouldn't run into Josiah because I was told he already left for college.

He decided to graduate early. He had his whole life planned out. Guess I never truly was a part of it. He said I was going nowhere. All because I was going to a community college.

I was staying here because my mom's sick. But to him I was never going to be good enough to impress his parents. With them social status was all that mattered. I never thought Josiah would be like that. Guess I was wrong.

Now I had to face all our friends alone. I didn't know if I was strong enough to handle this. I pulled my hair up and thew on jeans and a hoodie. I didn't care how I looked. I didn't have anyone to impress anymore.

I walked into the school, and all eyes were on me. I could hear them whisper and laugh. Poor me couldn't even keep a guy like Josiah. They all said it wouldn't last. They were right.

I wanted to cry, but I wasn't going to give them that satisfaction. I felt as if I was barely breathing. Little by little I was dying inside. I would never be whole again. He took the best of me with him when he left.

I felt like I was going out of my mind. I was a robot just going through the motions. I went to class after class. All my so-called friends avoided me. It was as if I had the plague. I felt so alone.

everywhere I looked reminded me of him. I felt like I was being swallowed up. I had to get out of here. I couldn't do this. I was going to totally loose it. I made him my everything, and now I was left with this emptiness.

I felt hot tears burning my eyes. I ran for the doors. No one is ever going to want what's left of me. I wasn’t good enough for anyone everyone left me because I was nothing. I wasn’t special and I guess everyone finally saw it.