Introduction

My life was perfect, or so I thought.

Married for five blissful years to Ethan, the powerful CEO who publicly adored me, making me feel like his most cherished person, his greatest weakness.

I believed him; I loved him with a fierce passion, a love I sincerely thought he returned.

Then, one evening, I overheard his voice-low, serious-uttering words that shattered my entire world: "If I don't make Sarah the obvious target, how can Olivia continue her work in those conflict zones without becoming a pawn?"

Olivia. His childhood sweetheart.

Suddenly, all the "accidents"-the car bombings, the kidnappings, the trauma-fell into place; I was merely a decoy, a pawn in his twisted game to shield her.

But the true horror unfurled when I painstakingly bypassed his "impenetrable" security and hacked into his private digital journal.

Page after page, it boasted of his profound, yearning love for Olivia, followed by chilling entries about me: "Found the perfect candidate today. Sarah Jenkins. Intelligent, beautiful, but with a vulnerability I can exploit. She'll be a convincing decoy."

He' d orchestrated my terror; he' d cultivated my dependence.

The ultimate betrayal?

"Sarah miscarried," he wrote. "A pity, in a way. But perhaps for the best. A child would complicate things with Olivia."

His chilling indifference to our lost child, to my deepest grief, tore me apart.

My love for him curdled into a cold, hard resolve, realizing I wasn't just a pawn, but a recipient of painful hand-me-downs, my deepest sufferings cruelly manipulated for his cruel agenda.

How could the man I loved be such a monster?

Yet, the shock quickly gave way to a steely determination.

Ethan thought I was his unsuspecting wife, his perfect decoy.

He didn't know the cybersecurity analyst I' d been, the skills I still possessed.

I would play the loving wife, enduring his touch, while meticulously plotting my escape and, ultimately, his downfall.