Chapter 1

I have been in love with Alistair Sterling for nine years.

I kept this love buried deep inside, hidden away for all that time.

But when I finally laid my heart bare, he threw me into hell without a second thought.

With his arm wrapped around his childhood sweetheart, he pointed a finger right at my face and spat, “Hayes Donovan, you are a freak! Why don’t you just drop dead?”

The next moment, he had me dragged off to the most expensive conversion therapy camp in the city.

In the end, he got exactly what he wanted.

I really am dying now.

And yet, here he is, crying, begging me to look at him.