Chapter 3 our company

Chapter 4 KAIZEN'S POV

"I just hated myself for wanting to be used by you so bad. I want to be used by you Zen. Whatever you want me for, pls equip me. Wether it is to make you forget my brother, I am willing to be used . But I want you to be conscious of it."

What he said replayed over and over in my brain. Trying to understand those words. I didn't even realize that he kissed me on the forehead before leaving.

That b*stard. So he's back with it huh? He really loves teasing me and likes to see me looking so stupid that's why I hate him.

I contacted my friend Aries, maybe he can help me. "Zupp?" he greeted. I told him everything and I just got a taste of his sermon.

"He's a f*ol Kai. Willing to be used huh? what a guy." he commented on Thunder's last words.

"I agree. I really don't understand that person. I don't know, maybe he just wants to annoy me." I answered.

"And you too. You're stupid." I frowned and stared at the phone as if I could see my friend there.

"What do you mean? Why are you telling me that? It must be Thunder." I wondered.

"Urgh! You're the worts ever!" He said.

"Aha Aha!"

"I have a job waiting for me, better figure it out yourself. It's awkward to talk to you. Just give your dog Summer some advice!" and he hung up on me. I frowned and decided to go to sleep. Being at work again feels tiring. Paperworks, and meetings with business partners.. Discussions and suggestions, approvals and disagreements. It's a good thing Thunder is with me, he's the one I make take care of everything. I just sat and pretended to listen.

It was lunch when I decided to go out and eat in the nearest restaurant. I didn't take Thunder anymore, I was just being nice to him in front of grandpa.

I stretched my arms and yawned. When my ordered food was served, I immediately threw it down. After eating I came out full. I was crossing the road when I spotted that familiar figure.

cloud? He is going to our company. What is he doing there? Does he want to see me? But, he already has a boy? Ah, it's up to you.

When I crossed the road, I immediately followed him. He's in the parking lot. I looked for Cloud's car and found it right away. I heard some weird noises inside it.

As it got closer and closer, the strange sound got louder and louder.

"Ahhh uhhh hmm faster Cloud, faster!!" the man's

"Uhh yeahh, s-so t-tight huhh uhh" Cloud moaned.

I fell in the mouth. Dmn me for being too delusional. Why the pain? We don't have anything but why is it so painful? Is it because he promised to love me and wait for my comeback? Is it because he made me hope? Is it because all these years I thought I was the only one he would want? I'm stupid! It's my b*bó hahaha.

Aries is right. I am stupid! I immediately ran and left that place. And then I bumped into someone. Someone who's willing to be used by me. I cried. I can't help it.

He hugged me and kissed my head. "Shhh it's okay. It's okay. I've got you, I'm always here."

"Why does it hurt so bad T? *hiccup *hiccup" I asked him crying.

"It will be gone dummy. It will be gone." comfort him.

"H-how? When?" I asked tearfully.

"In a period of time. It will heal." he still said.

"You can only say that because you don't know what I feel. You wouldn't know how it hurts." I still cry on his chest.

"You just don't know Zen, how much it hurts me." he whispered.

Minutes of crying in his arms, I wiped all my tears and bravely looked at him. "Let's do 'it' T. I want to temporarily forget."

KAIZEN'S POV

I found myself underneath him. He was worshiping my body, kissing, l*cking every part of it. His touches make me feel calm, comfortable and special. He did it without breaking an eye contact with me.

I can't count how many times I've been taken out. All I can remember is the euphoria I've felt after being l*cked and c*m by those naúghty toungè.

I got hold of the bedsheets as he spread my ass. It felt weird. He must have noticed my reaction so he repeated it again and again. He even put the díla inside me. L*ck, s*ck, kiss. I was biting my lips so hard just to stifle my mo*ns.

He stopped what he was doing and gave me a frowning look. "Don't suppress it. Le' me hear it dummy. Don't be too greedy." he pouted. I blushed, I just nodded.

He pressed a fíngér in my h*le and I gasped with it. He inserted it slowly, as if intending it. My eyebrows meet as I stare at him evilly. I heard him chuckle, for the first time I find it sexy and hot, and then he pushed his finger inside me.

My lips parted with a strange feeling. This feeling of new sensations building up my burning body is just beyond I expected. It made me forget how hurt I was. It made me think of how special I am right now. Thunder came on top of me while sticking his finger inside me.

Chest to chest, sweats to sweats, hard breaths to breaths. He inserted another finger and I clung to his shoulder very tightly. It kinda felt weird but it's kind of addicting, it made me feel wanting for more and more of this.

Add to that his melting gaze, those dark orbs that can see through my soul. I didn't know how to react, so I did the thing that only made the situation worsenéd..

I reached for his nape and pulled him for a kiss.

He stilled, surprised by what I did. It took a minute for him to adjust and respond. "Hahaha you'll gonna k*ll me dummy" He mumbled between our kisses. His smile shows how he liked it, shows how happy he is.

I don't understand him, how can he enjoy being used to ease someone's pain? He's really upset.

Our tongues battled against each other. He was teasing me and I am doing my best to keep up. He caught my tounge and s*cked it. I closed my eyes due to a strange feeling.

"I-I want to feel you T." I asked shyly. I don't know why that came out of my lips.

I heard him laugh and smirked at me. He slid his fingers inside me. "Ahhh!" my little one.

"Don't you think I didn't know that? with how wêt you are in here dummy?" he thr*sted his fingers faster.

"Ohhh hmmm T-Thunder." I m*aned his name, my eyelids starting to close as if in dazed. "I'm near T. Just a little.. hmmm uhh"

I was about to c*m in I don't know how many times already but he suddenly stopped. I was annoyed to look at him. "What's your problem?" I asked annoyed.

"I just thought that my bírd here is more satisfying than my fingers." he innocently said and smiled at me.

My eyes widened and I swallowed in no time. Why is it bigger than before? "T-That is not a bird! It's a d-dragon Thunder! Will I still be able to walk there tomorrow? Maybe that will cause my de*th!." I shouted here.

No, I take it back when I want to feel it inside me. I might die.

"You're exaggerating hahaha how cute." the stupid actually laughed.

He took my hand and put it on his dragon. He bit his lips and closed his eyes.

I rubbed it out of my own accord and was startled by the sudden throbbing. "Ohhh fuck." Thunder gro*ned still closing his eyes.

"It doesn't fit me T. I feel sorry for my ass." I hesitate. I might be destroyed when he enters that.

"Hmm? Why don't we try first? I'll be gentle, I promise." he asked his eyes are now staring back at me his eyelids are almost closed as if he's drunk.

I swallowed again. "L-Let's try it." I bit my lips and slid his dick in my hole. He chuckled at my effort.

"I'll do it. just relax and don't panic, okay?" I nodded.

Slowly with care he slid his c*ck inside me. "Ahhhhhhh!" I shouted while scratching and hugging his back.

It hurts! It fucking hurts! My p*t! lol My poor ass seems to be bleeding!. Thunder didn't move at first. "Shhh sorry, sorry Zen. Relax babe. You're clenching so tight around me." he comforted even though I liked it too.

He planted sweet kisses on my head, giving me comfort. "Is everyone in yet?" I asked after minutes of adjusting.

He hesitated before answering. "J-just the head." he answered and blushed.

"What?!!" why is it so big? wasn't that adjusted?. "Put it in, I'm fine."

He slowly inserted it again. I felt full. He still didn't move so I took the initiative to give him a signal. And when he knows it, our body becomes one. Mo*ns and gro*ns of pleasure, that addictive feeling of l*st and the feeling of bliss after the rhythm of erotica ended, his eyes when we're doing it, those dark orbs that tell something in my soul.

What are you trying to portray dark orbs?

I woke up wrapped around Thunder's arms. His warmth gives me comfort that I only felt when I'm with him. Even then, I always felt safe around him. Even though I hated him so much, I knew he would not take steps that would harm me.

But what happened yesterday ended early in the morning. That's what he did that ruined me. My whole body was in so much pain, I didn't even try to stand up because I knew I was the only one who would be hurt. It's not too much of a drag because I really can't sleep for a few days because of what the did, who has been sleeping until now.

I blinked as it pushed itself further into me. He smiled contentedly and whispered some words I didn't understand.

"I called him." wake up!" I slapped his arm. He frowned before slowly opening his eyes.

"Hmm? H-hey!" he looked at me in shock as if he couldn't believe it but when he recovered he immediately hugged me. "Good Morning Dummy!" he greeted.

I immediately pushed him and glared at him. "I'm hungry, make me breakfast." I ordered it here.

He smiled and winked at me. "Oyy! My husband is demanding." He giggled and pinched my nose. I glared at him so he immediately left the bed while laughing.

He really loves teasing me.

It only took a few minutes to bring a tray with only sandwiches, rice, and chicken with soup. I was surprised when he took the sandwich after placing the tray in front of me.

He must have known what was on my mind so he explained. "Rice and with soup first. That's extra protein for my body so you can recover quickly."

I smiled at him. "What did I think made me sick?" he chuckled at me.

"I think my wife is menstruating." I heard this whisper. I didn't mention that because I'm not in the mood to fight with him right now.

"You, aren't you going to eat? We can share this." I offer him. When I looked at him, I wanted to punch his face because it was smiling. It looks old.

"Oy wife concerns me Hahaha." he laughed.

I just rolled my eyes at him. "Thank you, my whole body hurts." I just said it.

"What am I going to tell this grandpa?" I asked him confusedly.

"We should tell him the truth." he just doesn't seem to have an answer.

"Wtf?" I kicked him so he fell on the bed.

It's five in the afternoon and I'm still in bed. I tried to stand up earlier but my poor p*t just tingled so I didn't try anymore. Thunder always takes care of me especially when I'm upset. He just carried me to the bathroom.

I didn't know that the consequences of what we did last night would be this bad. Why is it not this painful while we are doing it?

Because that's a dragon. Grows more when provoked.

"I was just kidding. It hurts to kick you, maybe you want me to stop walking you, go ahead." he teased.

"I'm serious Thunder. I don't know what to explain to grandpa." I frown.

He climbed into the bed and pinched my nose. "Don't worry, your grandpa and I are close. Just relax and I'll do the explanation with him." he said.

"Seriously?" I'm sure.

"Yes hahaha."

"Just make sure." I glared at him.

"But there is a price for that." I glared at him sharply. He chuckled. "It's like a kiss is all I'm going to ask for in return, it looks like I'm still going to die with your c*llet eyes hahaha." he said, shaking his head.

The whole day ended with Thunder teasing and annoying me. I don't know but I just noticed that he is getting really noisy lately. To Be Continued...